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- was written at 12 Aug 07 - 20:46 |
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The fighting has become ridiculous, I don't know what to do about it. I have an anxiety problem, and Adam uses it as a cop-out for everything, even when I do a good job at remaining calm. How do you justify your good intentions to someone who's adamant that you're at fault for everything. The good times are a blessing, the bad make me think this whole relationship was a bigger mistake than Josh or David combined. Yesterday, we had a dispute about something inane, because I don't, and doubt he would, remember what the hell it was about. After about an hour passed, he stomped out of the bedroom and said he was just going to go wait out in the car, and we don't have air-conditioning in it. We're in Texas now, and it gets up to like 100+ F here, with humidity. (according to this site it is still 93 at nearly 9pm) So I don't know how to respond to that kind of irrationality. We were going to go return a cable modem that didn't work, and out of nowhere (while I was eating lunch) he decided that we should leave then. He said "I don't want to be here when we're fighting", but by that time the fight had died, and I was watching a Conan torrent to clear my mind, with help from the lunch food. When we fight I go "Adam, let it go, it's over" and he'll respond "You let it go!" and I say "OK! This is rediculous" and he'll be like "Yeah, you are being rediculous." He's mad because about a week or so ago he asked me to write something nice about him. So he's bitching at me for the same thing we had a big fight over months ago because I was upset about something he wrote. This double-standard is getting so damn annoying, I feel like I'm dealing with a 5 year old. When he's not being an ass, he's the funniest guy in the world, and sweet, and considerate. I swear to God, though, he's either bipolar or it's his superiority complex, as soon as something comes up that offends him, it's tits-arse, and all the good things do a 180. Anyway, Denton is a much bigger city than I thought. I guess we're about 45 min north of Dallas. Only about 2/5ths of the people seem to have southern accents. Gas is cheaper. The part of town we live in isn't as shady as I thought it would be, but the street over from us is a little suspicious. There's a nice college scene about a mile down the road. Alcohol selling times are 7-midnight, 7-1 on Saturday. The Subway restaurants are more stingy here though on the amount of tomatoes and cheese they give you (but that's trivia :). Ok well I'm getting hate coming at me from him, and being forced to respond, so that's all. The apartment is really nice. ...Aside from the visceral. Cost of the War in Iraq
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